A step ahead.

We have finally made a step to actually begin our adoption process. After much prayer, worry and flip-flopping we have sent a pre-application in to a domestic agency, for their minority program. Josh and I both felt like international was the way to go. We had a certain area of the world we were drawn to. After much research and a couple of closed doors we have considered that maybe our baby is in America. The decision has not been easy. I felt pulled in one direction and now to turn and go another seems a little odd. But we feel really good about this so far. The agency will go over our pre-application and approve us, or not, and then we will go on to the next step. The next step will be an actual application (with money involved) and the home study (scary.) No matter what, I know that God is in control and that He has already chosen our baby for us. If this avenue doesn't work out, then it is not the way to go for us. I believe He will show us, it's just hard to be patient when you want something so much. Please pray for us and for the people reviewing our paperwork. Pray that God will put us together with the baby that He has chosen for us, in the right time.